the mediocrity of having an epitaph

im s0o damn sorry carmela

2006-02-16T02:06:00.000-08:00

i didn't mean to hUrt ur feeLings..

i really wanna help u but ur...

aArggh..

pUh-LeEzz..

im s00 sorry..

masaya kami ngaun

2006-02-04T02:09:00.000-08:00

hmm..

nagswimming kami sa bloomfields kasi may bahay din dun sina em-em..

kasama q dun sina kat, jean, jamie, dianne, armie at em-em..

as usual la nanaman si carmela..

speaking of carmela..

sino nanaman ba ung kaaway mo?..

hmm..

kaw talaga..

naglilihim ka nanaman..

isa pa..

ang saya-saya ng cat..

favorite q talaga lahat ng nasa bravo 2..

haha..

aq may hawak sa kanila eh..

tapos kami nung boypren q.. nag-away kaninang umaga..

kasalanan q..

pinaghintay q xa ng 2 hrs. eh lasing xa tapos la pa xang tulog..

tapos ung friend nung bro q sa states.. well.. classmate nya yata dun un eh.. si alexis..

nagiging close kami..

tapos on d way home, nakita q ung former classmate q from grade 5-6.. si divine grace lingan..

la lang..

share lang..

ung may myspace add niyo q..
vanilla_faith@yahoo.com

ung may friendster
faith_two02@yahoo.com

mas masaya kung i-aadd nyo q sa both accounts..

tapos nga pala..
tnx kay popcee {dad ni em-em}
nag-feel at home aq sa haus nila awyl ago eh..

un lang..

i already retrieved my phone..

2006-01-25T23:42:00.000-08:00

yuck..

tama ba ang grammar..

oo..

nakuha q na ung fone q..

binayaran pa nga namin ung mga pulis ng 500 bucks eh..

utang q un sa mga tao:

ung witness na nagdala nung magnanakaw sa precint

ung jeepney driver na huminto sa precint

sa attorney namin

kay daddy

kay carmela

hmm..

pagod nq..

wait..
may CAT pala 2m..

haha..

geh...

pahinga na q..

my fone was stoLen

2006-01-19T01:32:00.000-08:00

haha..

ndi q lam kung panu simulan..

nawala ung fone q!

ndi aq maka-iyak and all!

umiyak lang aq nung pagalitan aq ng boyfriend q sa katangahan q!

o diba?...

ung maid pa lang at ung lil sis q na top 1 ung nakaka-alam..{sinabi q pa na top 1 eh noh?}

ndi maganda ang araw na ito para sa kin..

nag e-mail na q sa mom q sa states...

ndi q lam kung ano magiging reaksyon nya..

magagalit siguro xa..

bibilhan nya cguro aq ng bagong fone..

basta..

kahit ano pa yan..

ung mga importanteng nandun..

+pix namin ng boyfrend q
+pix q na magaganda
+pic ni jenny suico{pBb}--->yuck..important ba un
+contacts ng mga tao sa paligid

dibale..

just look at the bright side na lang..

+sabagay..2 yrs na ung fone q
+sira na ung likod nya
+may virus ung gprs

pero diba... marming memories ung fone q..

basta..

sa tulong ng mga tao sa paligid q eh makakaya q toh..

gudluck na lang sa kin..

wahaha..

ui.. sana hindi magalit ung mga batchmates namin..

2006-01-15T02:25:00.000-08:00

lam q nabigla kau kung bakit binalik ang CAT sa QueSci..

lam q talagang nakakabigla..

pero diba...

para sa disiplina din un...

dami na rin kasing ndi nasusunod diba?..

so sa ibang naiinis..

wag na po kau mainis sa mga officers..

umm..

buti nga po kau every friday lang eh..

kami dati nung 3rd year everyday un tapos 2 mos. yata un..

kaya un..

nung kakatapos pa lang nung training last friday, may nagalit na kagad sa kin..

tama ba naman na isagot na "sir ndi q po alam na officer kau sir"

sobrang nakaka-offend un diba..

atsaka duh?..

nandun na nga q sa harap nya eh..

basta un..

at sa mga taong tumatakas sa CAT..

haha..

lagot kau sa mga MP..

hehe..

un lng po..

peace sa lahat ng fourth years..

LavSha...

im feeLing s0o bAd..

2005-11-27T20:54:00.000-08:00

aaArGGh!!!

fUCk iT!

nAkita q nAnamAn ung bAbAeng nakaka-aSar!

tAng inA..

maLaLa na ang pagiging pathetic q!

pUtang ina talagA

masaya na nga aq kanina eh..

bwiCt!

tang ina..

ang labo noh?..

hayaan mo na..

masanay ka na..

carmeLa

2005-11-23T17:20:00.000-08:00

ei gUrL..

wiSh u aLL the Luck..

taLunin mo sina jenin ba un at josephine ha?..

aLavshoo aLot..

senxa na kung wala aq sa fashion show mo and all..

nga pala mga pips..

kung di nyo ka-close si carmela..

wh xa nga pala ung babaeng gudgurl sa tabi-tabi..

mahilig sya mag-blog..

sobrang parehong-pareho kami nito..

ndi kami ganun ka-galing mag-swimming..
wala kaming sports na alam..
sabay kami lagi umuwi...
wala xang bisho..
maabit na bata..
ndi pa nagkaka-boyfriend..
masayahing bata..
nagpa-tarrot cards na nga ito eh.. baliw kasi..
ndi kami marunong mag-sayaw.. kahit lapdance..
nd kami marunong sumakay ng bike..
pareho kaming maldita..
may pagka-mean kami..
pataasan pa nga kami ng pride pag-nagaaway eh..
masaya kami nung bday namin..
sya kasama ko nung nag-bar kami.. (xmpre bukod kay strz at em-em)
ako lang kasama nya nung nag-isaw baboy at isaw manok kami. masaya na kami nun..
pareho kaming takot sa bola and all..
pareho kaming magaling kumanta at umarte..
very good actors nga daw kami eh.. (fyi: actors ang term namin sa khit gurl ung nag-aact sa theater arts class namin)
ano pa ba?..

un lang ung mga natatandaan ko eh..
hmm...

basta natutuwa aq para sa kanya..
atleast ito na ang start ng modeling career nya..
o diba?.. exposed ang lola mo..

nga pala..eto ung highlight eh..

PAREHO NA KAMI NAPAG-KAMALANG BADING! o diba?..

sweet noh?..

25 Things That A Perfect Guy Would Do.. jUst read..read..read..

2005-11-22T18:54:00.000-08:00

1.Know how to make you smile when you are down.
2.Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.
3.Stick up for you, but still respect your independence.
4. Give you the remote during the game.
5.Come up behind you and put his arms around you.
6. Play with your hair.
7.His hands always find yours.
8.Be cute when he really wants something.
9.Offer you plenty of massages.
10.Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.
11.Never run out of love.
12.Be funny, but know when to be serious.
13.Realize he’s being funny when he needs to be serious.
14.Be patient when you take forever to get ready.
15.React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.
16. Smile a lot.
17. Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn’t normally like to do, just b/c he knows it means a lot to you.
18. Appreciate you.
19. Help others out.
20.Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1.
21.Always gives!! You a peck on the cheek when you depart from each others company, even when his friends are watching.
22. Sing, even if he can’t.
23.Have a creative sense of humor.
24. Stare at you.
25. Call for no reason.

wait..

hU seZ im craVin f0r a perfect gUy anyway?..

im hApPy and c0ntented..

cUz f0r me, there'LL be no othEr gUy thAn my.. tAadAah.. stRz....

la pa q mai-post bout him.. i really have to rearrange my thoughts..
see..he's not into bLog bUt stiLL..

bLah.. bLah..

watever..

Mr and Ms SciTech

2005-11-22T02:55:00.000-08:00

bago ang lahat.. gusto ko malaman nyo na galing nanaman aq sa nail salon kahapon dahil tinanggal ko ung pina-french tip q nung friday.. wala.. baliw aq eh..

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o eto na ung related sa titLe...

science fair kasi namin kaya sobrang pinaghahandaan..

si carmela ang candidate namin for ms scie-tech..

si cj naman para sa mr scietech.. xmpre partner nya q sa production no. nya diba?..

astig nga kahapon kasi napanood namin ung rehearsal nila sa pag-rampa sa stage and take note ha..

may bading pa sila na producer..

mataray ung bading..

haha.. hmm.. ano pa ba?..

eun.. xmpre magandang maganda ung costumes nung mga contestant namin..

hmm... ano pa ba?..

ung mascot namin dapat si jacques talaga.. kaya lang ininjan nya ang buong fleming..

eun..

after nun wala ng bago..

ayy meron pa pala..

nagbalik na ang kaluluwa ni ms osorio...

eunn..

wala na..

caffeine

2005-11-19T20:48:00.000-08:00

4 am..

gcng pa rin aq..

haay..

sabi niLa ang caffeine daw nakaka-antok..

how come ndi aq ma-an2kan2k..

hmm..

la na q masabi..

haay..

beautiful

2005-11-18T04:27:00.000-08:00

+++ beAutifUL..
+++ i cAn onLy sAy an individUaL is bEautifuL if hE/shE knoWs hiS/hEr grAmmAr very weLL..if hE/shE cAn bAreLy spEak in engLish fLuentLy, hE/shE may spEak in thE vErnAcuLar..

+++bEing mEan f0r me iS beAutifUL...i LovE bEing mEaN..

+++beAutifUL iS hAving thE c0urAge t0 spEak-uP..

+++bEautifUL iS knowiNg wUt hE/shE reALLy wAntS..

+++bEautifUL iS d0ing a certAin aCti0n t0 pLeAse oNeS seLf.. n0t t0 pLeaSe othErS..

the reason behind this post?..

la lang.. pinapatamaan q lang ung babaeng mang-aagaw..

a date with carmela

2005-11-11T23:16:00.000-08:00

we went to starbuCks..
we watched a fLick..
and I bought some contact lenses..

the colors?..

purpLe.. hazel.. and green..

haha..

gUys.. gUys.. aNd m0re gUyS..

2005-11-11T01:28:00.000-08:00

Guys talaga!!!!

The problem with GUYS:

If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN
LOVE with him;

If u Don't, he says u are PROUD. (THIS IS
VERY TRUE)

If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to
LURE him;

If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.

If u ARGUE with him, he says u are
STUBBORN;

If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.

If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;

If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.

If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;

If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very
true huh?)

If u don't make love with him., he says u
don't Love him;

If u do!! he'll think u are CHEAP.

If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are
TROUBLESOME;

If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.

If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;

If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for
u.

If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be
TRUSTED;

If he BREAKS his promise, he is "FORCED" to
do so.

If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;

If he SMOKES, he is a GENTLEMAN.

If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's
LUCK;

If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.

If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;

If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!! & sooo
hard to please!!!!!

(...eto pina ka pang-asar)

If u send this to guys, they will swear that
it's not true.......
but if u don't, they say u are selfish.....

The moral of the story is.......SEND THIS TO GUYS
OUT THERE ANYWAY...

Send it to girls also, gives them some
laughter ...

PS: Think this is true? N/Y not all of it is
true.. guys can be nice sumtyms.. tska dpnde na
trin yun sa guy.. may guys tlga na selfish.. mron
din nmang sobrng baet!! hehe...

gurls out there..beware..

To the men: warn your loved ones!
To the women: remember this!
This just gives me the creeps!

About a month ago there was a woman standing by
the mall entrance passing out flyers to all the women going in.
The woman had written the flyer herself to tell about an experience she
had, so that she might warn other women.

The previous day, this woman had finished shopping, went out to her car
and discovered that she had a flat tire. She got the jack out of the
trunk and began to change the flat tire. A nice man dressed in business
suit and carrying a briefcase walked up to her and said, "I notice
you're changing a flat tire. Would you like me to take care of it for
you?"

The woman was grateful for his offer and accepted is help. They chatted
amiably while the man changed the flat tire, and then put it and the
jack in the trunk, shut it and dusted his hands off. The woman thanked him
profusely, and as she was about to get in her car, the man told her that he
left his car around on the other side of the mall, and asked if she would mind
giving him a lift to his car. She was a little surprised and asked him why
his car was on other side. He explained that he had seen an old friend in
the mall that he hadn't seen for some time and they had a bite to eat
and visited for a while; he got turned around in the mall and left
through the wrong exit, and now he was running late and his car was clear
around on the other side of the mall.

The woman hated to tell him "no" because he had just rescued her from
having to change her flat tire all by herself, but she felt uneasy. Then
she remembered seeing the man put his briefcase in her trunk before
shutting it and before he asked her for a ride to his car. She told him
that she'd be happy to drive him to his car, but she just remembered on
last thing she needed to buy. She said she would only be a few minutes;
he could sit down in her car and wait for her; she would be as quick as
she could. She hurried into the mall, and told a security guard what had
happened; the guard came out to her car with her, but the man had left.
They opened the trunk, took out his locked briefcase and took it down to
the police station. The police opened it ostensibly to look for ID (so
they could return it to the man). What they found was rope, duct tape,
and knives. When the police checked her "flat" tire, there was nothing
Wrong with it; the air had simply been let out.It was obvious what the
man's motive was, and obvious that he had carefully thought it out in
advance.

The woman was blessed to have escaped harm. How
much worse it would have been had she waited in the car
while the man fixed the tire, or if she had a baby strapped into
a car seat. Or if she'd gone against her judgment and given
him a lift. I'd like you to forward this to all the women
you know. It may save a life. A candle is not dimmed by lighting
another candle. I was going to send this to the ladies only; but guys,
if you love your mothers, wives, sisters, daughters, etc., you may
want to pass it on to them, as well.

Never let your guard down.
SOMETIMES, THAT FEELING IN YOUR GUT IS THE
VOICE OF GOD. TRUST YOUR
INSTINCTS!!

inside my bag

2005-11-11T00:39:00.000-08:00

> St. Bernadette and Mama Mary immersed in water from Lourdes, France
>kikay kit
- air stocking
- enfant baby cologne
- Givenchy
- Dessert beauty
- Cetaphil
- pills
- maybelline
- Body Shop 's Born Lippy
- Nivea
- contact lenses
-purpLe
-hazel
-green
> scientific calculator
> wallet
- atm
- pix
- money

> fonE
>G-Tech
>school id